This blogposts marks the ending, of how far deep into the 21st century I am prepared to go.
And the beginning of a conscious conservation and preservation of things that will be left behind by the collective.
Including a return to my own, 20th century self.

Where I have seen countless astrological and other predictions that the world is moving into higher dimensions, higher vibrations, and that it is picking up speed, and how Artificial Intelligence and other technological innovations will be catalysts or manifestations of what is described as the New World;
I am not coming.

I’m not falling behind but making a conscious choice to stay. As if I am on the shore and waving the rest goodbye.
And although in reality our worlds will stay together, or at least I expect them to remain parallel, something will change.
I just don’t know yet how that is going to look, but I know what my trajectory will be, and I know why I make this choice.

The first part of my journey, will be to start moving backwards, because the 22nd July 2024 is in many ways already too far in.
My life already has a massive number of elements and habits that do not belong in the container of 20th century life, that I want to be.

If I want to become the embodiment of 20th century life, the container of the skills, the mindset, and the ability to be in, and to hold, the 3D just like we could hold it in the 20th century;
Then there are things I need to let go of, such as checking my phone or mindless scrolling.

My use of technology needs to be limited to what I need to get my message out into the world, and to communication that feels wholesome and important.
Or very functional.

But there is also an understanding that I cannot afford to waste time jumping on newer things, which will fail.
I need to be the last person jumping on new technology, because only then can I be certain the investment is worth it.
That the new technology is solid and will last me into the 21st century for as long as possible and for the broadest purpose possible.

For example, since a few weeks, I have a Stripe account, which is a bank account that includes an automated billing program, allowing me to receive digital payments from all over the world.
Stripe is far better than international bank transfers will ever be and I no longer have to make bills.

And I have three YouTube channels, which I expect will allow me to share my teachings with the world for a very long time.

I hope Stripe and YouTube will last me a lifetime, the same hope I have for my social media. But since I intend to live for another 52 years, I understand that new technology may appear that is a necessary addition.
I’m not locking myself up in a 20th century cave, and intend to add what needs to be added to make my work of living in the 20th century meaningful for the 21st.
And to stay professionally active until a few years before my death.

The elements of being a 20th century writer, dropped in place first!

This means that I will specialize in writing without using Google but by studying books on the topics I want to write about, and/or reading interviews (with Bon Jovi) or watching documentaries or interviews on YouTube.

These topics are; 20th century, in particular the 80s and 90s, Generation X, yoga and Bon Jovi and other rock music.

As a Rock Star writer, I want my contribution to my Rock Star topics, to be an authentic, 20th century one. Even though I am obviously not a purist.
But I want to fill my mind like a database, creating a narrative about the topics I study, an understanding of 20th century Bon Jovi, but also Guns N’ Roses and Lenny Kravitz.

I want to be able to tell the story of 20th century Bon Jovi, Lenny Kravitz and Guns N’ Roses, and since I plan to stay alive and active for so long, I will fortunately have decades, to get my head around this!
Because this is of course a very difficult assignment I am giving myself.

But I am also setting a similar goal for the area of yoga, and for creating a 20th century life that can HOLD, that 20th century yoga.

Conserving, teaching, and living 20th century yoga, is another reason why I have to be mindful and discerning with what 21st century things will be going into my day, and into my head.
Even more than the mastering of the rock star topics, 20th century yoga requires vast amounts of consciousness.

Imagine how empty, how free of frantic thinking my mind was, when I took my first yoga class at the end of the 20th century.
That yoga could land somewhere…..

In particular because I had been inspired by Madonna’s 1998 Ray of Light album, and by Madonna being an advocate for yoga.
She spoke about it in all her interviews, and the record had a song based on the mantra of Ashtanga yoga.
But more than anything it was her body which communicated what yoga was.

When I started yoga, the idea of yoga, had already been planted firmly in my head.
Again, where for the love of God, would we be able to hold space for an idea of something, months before we move into the actual doing of it?
We can’t.
The space is no longer there.

So if I want to in any way become the holder, the messenger, the teacher, of 20th century yoga, the first thing I must be doing is to create space in this overly busy mind.
I have to let go of everything, that does not serve becoming a 20th century writer or a 20th century yoga teacher.

And for that reason I can no longer be moving forward into the 4D, 5D, I will not be living in the New World.
Not move with everybody into the Age of Aquarius.

I will stay where I am, as I carefully plan my journey and anticipate what I will be needing.
But I do know one thing.

This week will mark the moment where the journey will no longer be going forward;
It will be going back.

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Suzanne L. Beenackers
20th century writer, diarist & yoga teacher

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“21st century: This is the furthest in I go”
is the second Gen X diary entry. 

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